The Puppet

AGAIN IT'S FALL, ALL OVER NOW
AGAIN I FEEL SO BAD SOMEHOW
THE QUESTION IS, IF IT'S THIS TIME OF YEAR
AND IT'S NOT A DEPRESSION THAT I FEAR
NOT LIKE THE SILENCE WINTER BRINGS
LIKE ALL THE YEARS, LIKE ALL THOSE THINGS
SOME MORE LIKE DEEPEST SORROW
STUCKS INSIDE ME, TODAY, TOMORROW
AND ALL I QUESTION IS
WHAT OR WHO I MISS

I ONLY WANT TO BE ALONE
SINCE ALL EMOTIONS JUST HAVE GONE
THERE ARE JUST TWO SOULS I WANT TO SHARE
MY THOUGHTS, MY PAIN, ALL WHAT I CARE
THE ONE IS YOU, I GUESS YOU KNOW
THE OTHER ONE IS ME, INSIDE THIS SHOW
BUT YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH ALL MY PAIN
AND YOU WILL SPIT ON ME AGAIN
SO I WILL WANDER THROUGH THIS TALE
WITH ALL EMOTIONS NOW FOR SALE
BEEING JUST ALONE WITH ME
COS I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO SEE

FOR SURE WILL LEAD BOTH PATHES TO A GOAL
AND WHEN I WOULD POSSES CONTROL
I SURELY WOULD CHOSE THE OTHER WAY
BUT IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TODAY

ONCE I SAID MY FEELINGS JUST DEPEND ON YOURS
NO MATTER IF IT'S RAW OR PURE
SOMETIMES IT WILL ME PULL UP HIGH
SOMETIMES IT PUSHES ME DOWN OUT OF THE SKY
JUST WITHOUT CONTROL
IT'S JUST NORMAL IN MY SOUL

COS YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME
AND SO IT COUNTS SO MUCH I SEE
FOR WHAT YOU SAY
OR JUST THE WAY
YOU'RE TREATING ME
AND ALL THOSE THINGS I GOT TO SEE

AND I BELIEVE WHEN I TRUELY LOVE SOMEONE
I CAN SHOW AND SAY ALL THINGS INSIDE
AND NOW I SEE THAT TRUST HAD GONE
AND ALL EMOTIONS RULED BY PRIDE

SO I COULD NEVER BE UNFAIR
BECAUSE FOR ALL YOU DO I CARE
AND I WILL NEVER BE UNJUST
BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING I CALL TRUST

WHO WOULD SAY I CONCERN WHAT I FEEL
OR CONCERN YOU IN THINGS I DEAL
OR IS THIS ALL A BIG MISTAKE
OR IS THIS ALL AN AWESOM FAKE

AND NO EMOTION SEND BY YOU
COULD CHANGE THE BAD THINGS THAT WE DO
BECAUSE I SEE THAT YOU WON'T START
TO PUT THE LOVE BACK IN YOUR HEART

YOU SAY I THINK TO MUCH OF ALL THOSE FACTS
THEN I MUST SAY YOU THINK NOT ONE DAY ABOUT FACTS
JUST FACTS WHO KILLING ALL MY LOVE
YOUR SPIRIT STANDS TO HIGH ABOVE

AND WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THIS MAD
THESE THOUGHTS ARE ONE AND ONLY BAD
WHO ARE YOU THAT YOU CAN JUDGE ME
THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO BE

LIKE SO OFTEN IN THOSE NIGHTS
WHEN I WANDER THROUGH THE FIELDS
THOUGHTS RAGE THROUGH MY MIND IN FIGHTS
AND NO EMOTIONS HOLD THEIR SHIELDS

THE ONLY THING I REALLY KNOW
IS JUST THAT I DO LOVE YOU SO
BUT WHY I HAVEN'T SAID THESE WORDS
CUT IN MY MIND LIKE FIERCY SWORDS
THE BITTERNESS OF ALL THESE THINGS
JUST MAKES ME WAIT WHAT FUTURE BRINGS
WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THIS
WHEN ALL EMOTIONS I MUST MISS

WHEN WILL YOU JUST START NOW TO CARE
PUSH THE CHAIR FROM HERE TO THERE
LIKE A PUPPET IN YOUR BED
BUT IT'S NOT INSIDE YOUR HEAD
LIKE A PUPPET YOU DON'T LOOK
YOU LIKE IT MORE TO READ A BOOK
NO WARMTH YOU SPEND, NO SMILE YOU GIVE
IT'S AN AWESOM LIFE TO LIVE

TURNED AWAY, YOU'RE FAST ASLEEP
LIKE A WIZARD IN HIS KEEP
WAKING UP AND STILL NOT CARE
THE PUPPET ALWAYS LAYING THERE
AND THE PUPPET LAYS THERE GOOD
BECAUSE IT'S NOT A LOVELY DUDE

BUT YOU CAN SEE THE PUPPET LIVES
AND CRYING OUT ALL WRONG BELIEVES
THE PUPPET TOUCHES YOU AND SAYS
LOOK AT ME, THERE ARE MUCH WAYS
TO SHOW ME LOVE SOMEHOW
PLEASE START TO SQUEEZE ME NOW
BECAUSE I AM NOW HERE
THE PUPPET THOUGHT YOU LIKE IT HERE
THEN YOU MUST SEE THE PUPPET GOT SOME LIFE
DISTURBING ALL THE THINGS YOU STRIVE
THE PUPPET THINKS SOMTHING
BUT THOUGHTS ARE WRONG

THE PUPPET ASKS
BUT QUESTIONS ARE WRONG
THE PUPPET FEELS
BUT EMOTIONS ARE WRONG
BUT NO MATTER HOW IT BEGS
IT GOT A ROPE BESIDE ITS LEGS
AND WHEN YOU PULL THIS ROPE RIGHT OF THE BACK
YOU MAKE THE PUPPET A JUMPING JACK
MAYBE YOU COULD FEEL SAD
THAT THE PUPPET YOU ONCE LOVED
IS NOW MADE TO A JUMPING JACK
BUT WHEN THE PUPPET JUMPS, IT COULD NOT ASK
BUT YOU WANT IT TO MAKE THIS TASK
JUST FROM ITSELF, FROM OWN DEVICE
WITH ANGER YOU MUST RECOGNIZE
THAT IT WON'T JUMP BY OWN COMMAND
BUT YOU HOLD TIGHT THE ROPE IN YOUR HAND
YOU SAY: SO JUMP, SO JUMP, MY JUMPING JACK
BUT THE PUPPET CAN'T JUMP
THE PUPPET WON'T JUMP
BECAUSE THE PUPPET DOESN'T UNDERSTAND
WHY YOU HOLD THIS ROPE INSIDE YOUR HAND
THE PUPPET WANT ONLY TO HAVE SOME WARMTH
A FEELING THAT COULD NOT DO HARM
IT CRIES: PLEASE TAKE ME IN YOUR ARM
BUT YOUR EMOTION IS SO CALM
AND SO YOU'RE SAD, THE PUPPET TOO
WITH THE DIFFERENCE, THE PUPPET'S LOVING YOU

BECAUSE SOMETIMES THE PUPPET REMEMBERS THE TIME
WHEN IT FELT YOUR HANDS SO FINE
YOU'VE TOLD, YOU'VE LAUGHED, YOU'VE SMILED
A TIME AS IF I WHERE A CHILD
THE TIME YOU GAVE THE FEELING
THAT THE PUPPET IS TOP
AND NOT IN THE CEILING
AND NOT WHEN THE PUPPET SAYS WHAT IT NEEDS
WHEN IT TRY TO STEAL WHAT IT NEEDS
YOU SHOW THAT YOU HATE ALL ITS DEEDS
KICKING IT WITH YOUR FEETS

AND NOW THAT I HAVE GONE AWAY
I GUESS YOU'RE ANGRY IN A WAY
NOT THINK ABOUT FOR WHAT I'VE GONE
WHY I HAVE TO BE ALONE
SO BITTER
AND BITTER ARE MY TEARS
PIKING IN MY EYES LIKE SPEARS
THOSE TEARS I COULD NOT CRY
LIKE A PUPPET COULD NOT CRY...